The Side Stories of A.Marcellus #5

"Even Alexis has more fun than me."

I just read the last post on this blog (which isn't dying but is on life support). I only have one comment to make on it. Really, Alice, really? Right now I'm sitting couped up in my bedroom whilst my brother entertains his guests. It's not very fun in here, trust me.

The Past, Present & Future

Okay, I have several topics I want to share with the world split into three parts of my life. My past, my present and my future. Today, we'll go with the present.

This morning I felt like hell, not physically, but mentally. Sometimes I get those mornings where my life seems futile in the grand scheme of things. You know those days, where you have to find a reason to get up out of bed? Sometimes finding a reason takes a long time. But, I found one, my brother's friends were comming over to the house. Rather then be a nuisance for my brother, I left and went to school. The first two periods felt agonising. Eventually I warmed up again and life seemed less bleak. At the end of the day I actually found myself laughing and smiling again. With the help of my friends. Without them, life would definitely be a desolate place to be in.

Last night, I faced the thought of my own mortality. When it happens to you in a realistic dream, it can be a strange experience. It made me think, if I were dying, how would I plan ahead? How do I break the news? I wouldn't know. I don't enjoy thinking about my own mortality.

Well, next time I'm here I'll tell you about how the past is comming back haunt me and what lies a head.

Till then,
Miss A.Marcellus

It's been a while... Is my blog dying like my bebo did 3 years ago?

Life aye?
Have you ever had those days when you just feel so, I don't know... Bored? Like everything you see is the same as the next? Everything you hear, you've already heard? Every outfit you wear just looks the same as the next? Right now, this is my life.

After the whole vampire fad... I'm just wondering, why is it now that people start to like Harry Potter? I've always had a bit of a thing for that curious little (Well, he's actually tall, but you get what I mean), glasses wearing, lightning bolt scar freak... Well, I guess it takes a village to love a man...

Urgh! Cha-Cha dancing. Although I am okay at it (I find it easier to cha cha dance in heels than to walk down the stairs), I really dislike it right now. No, not dislike, HATE! I shall fail this dance assessment in the best way I can because MY PARTNER IS A HORRIBLE DANCER AND PERSON! I'm sorry if I sound a bit pmsy. But it's true!

What a horrible thing. Well at least I can lounge by the pool, reading 'To kill a mockingbird', looking all sophisticated whilst someone checks me out.

What a boring, monotonous life to live... Even Alexis has more fun than me.

XOXO Alice