Impending Insanity
Well, I'm officially on holidays and I suppose it's a joy that it started two weeks earlier than last year. For most people, this is a great time to just go out places, see the world and enjoy the company of friends and family. But, lets be honest here people, I'm not "most people". I'm more like "one person". So, my main point is, I've become a hermit.
It happens every holiday break I get. I just sit around inside my house, sleeping, eating, showering and surfing the web. Oh, yeah and going insane. I think I might be developing some bizarre sort of cabin fever or agoraphobia. It's only been one week and I have found myself sitting in an empty room trying to dig into the meaning of existence. For a few days just sat around the house thinking, "What if our world is just a simulation of the existence of another world?" In short, what if we were 'The Sims' of an even greater world. Our existence would be nothing more than the 0's and 1's of a program.
I went outside yesterday to collect some documents. I went out, collected my papers, greeted some friends than hurried home because the sunlight made my retina feel funny. I'm starting to dislike sunlight more and more. Also, I'm pretty sure I was acting weirdly yesterday. Colder, distant perhaps? It's all my impending insanity. Eventually, I may see my world matrix style with occasional 0's and 1's on random objects. Or every green or slow-motion.
Tah-tah,
Miss A.Marcellus
P.S: If you need me, I'll be at home for quite a while.
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