I've always wondered...

1. Why am I alive?
2. Why don't I ever know how I feel?
3. How do we learn to speak?
4. ^^ and how do we even understand what each word means? Like, how do you define the word 'the'?
5. Why do I hate hiphop/rnb so much?
6. Why am I the way that I am?
7. Will I ever be content?
8. How do I even find out what I want in life?
9. Will I ever be stable enough to pursue a relationship with someone without freaking out about them being 'too close' or 'invading my space'?
10. Will I ever understand the mechanics of my brain?
11. Who created the internet and how?
12. Why do I feel extremely uncomfortable around people that I should be comfortable around? Family. >.>
13. Why am I afraid to fail?
14. Will 2012 be the end of the world?
    
15. ^^ Why does that not scare me?

And the one question that has been plaguing my mind for some time now:

Is the guy that I like/like/I don't know anymore, reading my tumblr posts? Everytime I post something about how confused I am by his actions, he, conveniently, fixes that?
I guess it might just be coincidental? If not, then he has read some pretty fantastic stuff about himself. Yes, I have a tendency to get very 'passionate' about those that I'm in 'like' with.

Oh well.

I guess those questions will never be answered. Well, maybe one.

Anna.