Maybe it's just me but, haven't you noticed that everything is just so...
Quiet?
I understand that life's meant to be good without drama but... I have a feeling that it's getting boring...
Yeah sure, Zac is okay but.... Nowadays I'm just...
Not attracted to him...
Jasmine, James, Cordelia and Alexis all think that I'm still head over heels for him but... The strange thing is that I'm not...
Yeah... Sure, it's been 3 years now... But, Carmen can have him...
For some reason, I don't feel as attracted to Zac. I think it may be due to my recent encounters with the many soccer teams, my long time 'affair' with Daniel Vosovic (He's cheating on his boyfriend to be with me... Jokes... I've never met him before but one day I will...) and meeting Dimitri.
Like all guys I've ever had feelings for, my friends eventually find out... Well guess what? They're not finding out until they read this blog... Actually, they don't even know Dimitri to begin with.
A lot has changed in such little time. All of a sudden, me, Jasmine, Jemima and Carmen are close friends and the dispute over Zac is long gone. I know that I can do much better than Zac and it kind of shows.
Gaining more confidence has helped. I feel like instead of burning on a stake, I'm actually gripping to it. I'm beginning to feel normal, I'm beginning to belong.
XOXO Alice
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, November 21, 2008
Episode 1 - Just Friends
Year 9:
Many things have changed since last year. You don't believe me? Well I know that I, for one, have changed DRASTICALLY since the last two years. However, before we move onto me, first off, one big change has happened to everyone, we've all moved to Manhattan. I, Alice, James, Jasmine, Cordelia, Alexis, Zac, Ben and Carmen moved to the Oh-So-Glamorous, Upper East Side Manhattan (So Gossip Girl), whilst PLT's Dexter Hancock and Tessa Halifax were left on the Lower East Side Manhattan (Due to business failures they don't have enough money to afford the Upper East Side lifestyle). So, the question is "Why did we move at the same time?", well, our parents, being the socialites they are, decided that they would like to move to Manhattan with their friend, together. They all interviewed each school and decided together that they would send their children to Trinity School, NYC. Although Tessa and Dexter live in the lower east side, they still attend Trinity, but in a lower level class than us, Straight-A, all rounder, students.
Anyway, as I was saying before, yes I have changed a lot during the Summer, I've gotten way prettier. Isn't it strange? Everyone's become beautiful in the last two years except for Amy and Carmen who went from beautiful to ugly in a matter of two years. Amy didn't move with us because her parents didn't want to (YAY US!) but Carmen begged her parents to let her, so they did.
Now, us, the most gorgeous, beautiful, graceful, elegant people in the school have recently become friends with Zac. Zac keeps staring at me. I always think to myself, 'Breathe Alice! Breathe!'. I can't help it though. I would have thought that by now, seeing as it has been almost three years I'd be over him but no, I'm not. Every time he looks at me, I stop breathing. It's scary really because I can die from this. Well you know what they say, If looks could kill.
Anyways, we're going well, taking it slow. We're slowly becoming friends. Actually, we are friends now. It's the honest truth. Whilst in Manhattan Cornelia met a new guy outside of school. His name is Justin Maddock and she's madly in love with him because she really likes his, C, Co, Coc, Coco Chanel perfume! She just sniffs him whenever she sees him. It's madness!!!
Yes. I'll write back later!
Alice.
Many things have changed since last year. You don't believe me? Well I know that I, for one, have changed DRASTICALLY since the last two years. However, before we move onto me, first off, one big change has happened to everyone, we've all moved to Manhattan. I, Alice, James, Jasmine, Cordelia, Alexis, Zac, Ben and Carmen moved to the Oh-So-Glamorous, Upper East Side Manhattan (So Gossip Girl), whilst PLT's Dexter Hancock and Tessa Halifax were left on the Lower East Side Manhattan (Due to business failures they don't have enough money to afford the Upper East Side lifestyle). So, the question is "Why did we move at the same time?", well, our parents, being the socialites they are, decided that they would like to move to Manhattan with their friend, together. They all interviewed each school and decided together that they would send their children to Trinity School, NYC. Although Tessa and Dexter live in the lower east side, they still attend Trinity, but in a lower level class than us, Straight-A, all rounder, students.
Anyway, as I was saying before, yes I have changed a lot during the Summer, I've gotten way prettier. Isn't it strange? Everyone's become beautiful in the last two years except for Amy and Carmen who went from beautiful to ugly in a matter of two years. Amy didn't move with us because her parents didn't want to (YAY US!) but Carmen begged her parents to let her, so they did.
Now, us, the most gorgeous, beautiful, graceful, elegant people in the school have recently become friends with Zac. Zac keeps staring at me. I always think to myself, 'Breathe Alice! Breathe!'. I can't help it though. I would have thought that by now, seeing as it has been almost three years I'd be over him but no, I'm not. Every time he looks at me, I stop breathing. It's scary really because I can die from this. Well you know what they say, If looks could kill.
Anyways, we're going well, taking it slow. We're slowly becoming friends. Actually, we are friends now. It's the honest truth. Whilst in Manhattan Cornelia met a new guy outside of school. His name is Justin Maddock and she's madly in love with him because she really likes his, C, Co, Coc, Coco Chanel perfume! She just sniffs him whenever she sees him. It's madness!!!
Yes. I'll write back later!
Alice.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
The Loft Prequel - Falling more in love with you
First day of this year, me, Alice Gallaghan, I'm in HIS class. Although I was in extension class last year I still couldn't believe it as the teacher said his name and mine, entwined in the same sentence. I was really excited. I knew that he had broken up with Amy. I am really happy about it. I know that this is sad and all, but it's true. As we walked into the classroom, I couldn't keep my eyes off his beautiful face. At once, his eyes met mine and we had a silent connection for a minute. Never before have I ever thought of the possibility that I would like someone this much. It's something new to me. Never before have I been unable to find the words for anything. He said 'Hi' to me but I forgot how to speak, so I waved. This was going to be the beginning of something new.
Last year, I couldn't muster up the confidence to say anything other than 'Hi' but this year is going to be different. Alexis is really good at talking to him, maybe it's because she can actually talk to him without muking up what she says. I have NEVER been unable to talk to someone. You could say, he took my breath away.
The only time I find the confidence to talk to Zac is this term, term 4. We sit near each other in math so I try and talk and it works. Our friendship is building, it's gone from 0% construction to 89%.
Oh No! Our building has fallen over because the bulldozer, Carmen Dover came along. Although she's kind of a frenemy, I guess you could say that she's kind of shy but she's a frenemy because she can be mean sometimes. She sat next to Zac and TRIED to flirt with him. I never noticed the warning signs such as,"Watch out! Bulldozing in session." or "Caution! Alice's tears! Wet floor!"
I was focusing on the bigger bulldozer, the mother of all bulldozers, Kayla Mayfair. Kayla Mayfair recently moved to California and decided to join our group. To tell the truth, she's a really, super extremely, mean, leaving-out-people, attention-seeking person. She has OFFICIALLY flirted with every guy in our school. Everyone says that there's no competition between us and that I'd win by far. I don't believe this. I don't think it's true. Zac is so smart, popular, good-looking, musically talented, artistically talented, style co-ordinated and the list goes on and on.
"See you next year!!" I shouted to Zac as he walked home with his crowd. "Yeah see you next year!!!" he yelled back. My heart raced, almost as fast as he runs and man does he run fast! I was dazed by the connection of our eyes once more, so dazed that I tripped over. Who does that? Well, I guess it's me because secretly, Zac, I'm falling more in love with you.
Last year, I couldn't muster up the confidence to say anything other than 'Hi' but this year is going to be different. Alexis is really good at talking to him, maybe it's because she can actually talk to him without muking up what she says. I have NEVER been unable to talk to someone. You could say, he took my breath away.
The only time I find the confidence to talk to Zac is this term, term 4. We sit near each other in math so I try and talk and it works. Our friendship is building, it's gone from 0% construction to 89%.
Oh No! Our building has fallen over because the bulldozer, Carmen Dover came along. Although she's kind of a frenemy, I guess you could say that she's kind of shy but she's a frenemy because she can be mean sometimes. She sat next to Zac and TRIED to flirt with him. I never noticed the warning signs such as,"Watch out! Bulldozing in session." or "Caution! Alice's tears! Wet floor!"
I was focusing on the bigger bulldozer, the mother of all bulldozers, Kayla Mayfair. Kayla Mayfair recently moved to California and decided to join our group. To tell the truth, she's a really, super extremely, mean, leaving-out-people, attention-seeking person. She has OFFICIALLY flirted with every guy in our school. Everyone says that there's no competition between us and that I'd win by far. I don't believe this. I don't think it's true. Zac is so smart, popular, good-looking, musically talented, artistically talented, style co-ordinated and the list goes on and on.
"See you next year!!" I shouted to Zac as he walked home with his crowd. "Yeah see you next year!!!" he yelled back. My heart raced, almost as fast as he runs and man does he run fast! I was dazed by the connection of our eyes once more, so dazed that I tripped over. Who does that? Well, I guess it's me because secretly, Zac, I'm falling more in love with you.
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