Maybe it's just me but, haven't you noticed that everything is just so...
Quiet?
I understand that life's meant to be good without drama but... I have a feeling that it's getting boring...
Yeah sure, Zac is okay but.... Nowadays I'm just...
Not attracted to him...
Jasmine, James, Cordelia and Alexis all think that I'm still head over heels for him but... The strange thing is that I'm not...
Yeah... Sure, it's been 3 years now... But, Carmen can have him...
For some reason, I don't feel as attracted to Zac. I think it may be due to my recent encounters with the many soccer teams, my long time 'affair' with Daniel Vosovic (He's cheating on his boyfriend to be with me... Jokes... I've never met him before but one day I will...) and meeting Dimitri.
Like all guys I've ever had feelings for, my friends eventually find out... Well guess what? They're not finding out until they read this blog... Actually, they don't even know Dimitri to begin with.
A lot has changed in such little time. All of a sudden, me, Jasmine, Jemima and Carmen are close friends and the dispute over Zac is long gone. I know that I can do much better than Zac and it kind of shows.
Gaining more confidence has helped. I feel like instead of burning on a stake, I'm actually gripping to it. I'm beginning to feel normal, I'm beginning to belong.
XOXO Alice
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
The New and Improved: Alice Gallaghan
I'm sitting here, eating noodles (Yes, noodles...) writing a blog, obvious much... Anyway, meet the new and improved, Alice Gallaghan! All the kinks have been fixed, here are some of them:
Well... yes, and you get all this for a price of...
- Less Zac obssessiveness, actually, it should be called indifference towards Zac (What a relief for Alexis, she probably would've dropped dead if I talked about him anymore...)
- Slightly more confidence (Okay, well 2% is a huge gain of confidence as opposed to the original -50%)
- New Eye Glasses! (Finally I can see properly AND they're Burberry! Got to love Burberry!)
- Increased height (Yes, I Know, I'm TALLER than Alexis for once... LOL, who's short now aye?)
- Built-in Sarcasm detector upgraded, with sarcastic remarks aswell!
- Extra Bitchiness (Gossip Girl's rubbing off on me, style and personality wise! LOL don't worry! Bithciness factor can be toned down)
- Extra non-mainstreamness
Well... yes, and you get all this for a price of...
This product cannot be sold due to the overwhelming cost!
Okay then! Now that we've established that... It's so quiet now! No-one except for Alexis has been blogging! This is so strange!!!!!
Yes...
Well....
I guess that's all...
Be prepared to be starved for a while because that's what I did to my Bebo (Before I decided to delete it)
Yea!
You know you love me,
XOXO Alice.
Okay then! Now that we've established that... It's so quiet now! No-one except for Alexis has been blogging! This is so strange!!!!!
Yes...
Well....
I guess that's all...
Be prepared to be starved for a while because that's what I did to my Bebo (Before I decided to delete it)
Yea!
You know you love me,
XOXO Alice.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Episode 2 - Bubbly
Every day is the SAME! It always ends up like this, I see Zac, Go "Blushy and Lovey-Dovey", then I smile for the rest of the day. It's MADNESS! I just can't control myself. Every touch, every Ki- Wait! We haven't gone that far! Anyway, well the point is, he ALWAYS makes me smile, I'm always blushing and smiling. I can remember everything about him. He makes me feel so, different. I just can't explain it! He always makes me smile even when I feel so sad and depressed that I, myself can't even walk or laugh. I still remember that time when he was there for me. I was feeling so sad, (This was in September, A week before my birthday, it's now October...) he noticed this and he played his guitar, sang me a song and comforted me. Even then I couldn't resist smiling (which James was angry at because he was trying to make me do that for 5 and a-half hours.). I just can't help it.
Being the girl I am, I'mm exactly the opposite of what Zac likes. Then again... No, that's right. Look, I sound so stalkerish writing about him like this but I guess it helps me get over my depression. I just, mmm, I can't help it! I'm just so, I don't know, having a GINOURMOUS CRUSH on him. Or could it be more? I don't know.
His smile, his eyes, they're so alluring! I can't help but smile when he smiles. It's just, I don't know. Never before have I actually been affected by a smile. It's just breathtaking, so magnificent, so BEAUTIFUL I can hardly keep my eyes off it. The way Edward feels about his Bella (Twilight) is the way I feel about him. He is my own personal blood-type, my own personal drug, my own personalised flavour chocolate, I'm so addicted to him. When I say addicted, I mean in a 'Can't stop loving him' way. I just used the word love, could it be love, I don't know, all I know is that I'm addicted to him.
Knowing that he's my drug/Blood-type (Twilight) I ALWAYS either see him or talk to him because I know I'll 'Break-Down' if I don't. I wonder what would really happen, I don't know if I'll break down, that was an assumption. I guess the year after next year I have to seperate from him so I wonder how I'll take it. I'm going to make use of the little time I have left with him, my goal is to make as much use of the time as possible and not waste a second because no-one knows the future and no-one knows what will happen next.
I guess this is it, no-one wants to hear me go on about my 'Crush' on Zac so I guess this is it for now.
Loving every minute,
Alice
Being the girl I am, I'mm exactly the opposite of what Zac likes. Then again... No, that's right. Look, I sound so stalkerish writing about him like this but I guess it helps me get over my depression. I just, mmm, I can't help it! I'm just so, I don't know, having a GINOURMOUS CRUSH on him. Or could it be more? I don't know.
His smile, his eyes, they're so alluring! I can't help but smile when he smiles. It's just, I don't know. Never before have I actually been affected by a smile. It's just breathtaking, so magnificent, so BEAUTIFUL I can hardly keep my eyes off it. The way Edward feels about his Bella (Twilight) is the way I feel about him. He is my own personal blood-type, my own personal drug, my own personalised flavour chocolate, I'm so addicted to him. When I say addicted, I mean in a 'Can't stop loving him' way. I just used the word love, could it be love, I don't know, all I know is that I'm addicted to him.
Knowing that he's my drug/Blood-type (Twilight) I ALWAYS either see him or talk to him because I know I'll 'Break-Down' if I don't. I wonder what would really happen, I don't know if I'll break down, that was an assumption. I guess the year after next year I have to seperate from him so I wonder how I'll take it. I'm going to make use of the little time I have left with him, my goal is to make as much use of the time as possible and not waste a second because no-one knows the future and no-one knows what will happen next.
I guess this is it, no-one wants to hear me go on about my 'Crush' on Zac so I guess this is it for now.
Loving every minute,
Alice
Thursday, November 20, 2008
The Loft Prequel - Falling more in love with you
First day of this year, me, Alice Gallaghan, I'm in HIS class. Although I was in extension class last year I still couldn't believe it as the teacher said his name and mine, entwined in the same sentence. I was really excited. I knew that he had broken up with Amy. I am really happy about it. I know that this is sad and all, but it's true. As we walked into the classroom, I couldn't keep my eyes off his beautiful face. At once, his eyes met mine and we had a silent connection for a minute. Never before have I ever thought of the possibility that I would like someone this much. It's something new to me. Never before have I been unable to find the words for anything. He said 'Hi' to me but I forgot how to speak, so I waved. This was going to be the beginning of something new.
Last year, I couldn't muster up the confidence to say anything other than 'Hi' but this year is going to be different. Alexis is really good at talking to him, maybe it's because she can actually talk to him without muking up what she says. I have NEVER been unable to talk to someone. You could say, he took my breath away.
The only time I find the confidence to talk to Zac is this term, term 4. We sit near each other in math so I try and talk and it works. Our friendship is building, it's gone from 0% construction to 89%.
Oh No! Our building has fallen over because the bulldozer, Carmen Dover came along. Although she's kind of a frenemy, I guess you could say that she's kind of shy but she's a frenemy because she can be mean sometimes. She sat next to Zac and TRIED to flirt with him. I never noticed the warning signs such as,"Watch out! Bulldozing in session." or "Caution! Alice's tears! Wet floor!"
I was focusing on the bigger bulldozer, the mother of all bulldozers, Kayla Mayfair. Kayla Mayfair recently moved to California and decided to join our group. To tell the truth, she's a really, super extremely, mean, leaving-out-people, attention-seeking person. She has OFFICIALLY flirted with every guy in our school. Everyone says that there's no competition between us and that I'd win by far. I don't believe this. I don't think it's true. Zac is so smart, popular, good-looking, musically talented, artistically talented, style co-ordinated and the list goes on and on.
"See you next year!!" I shouted to Zac as he walked home with his crowd. "Yeah see you next year!!!" he yelled back. My heart raced, almost as fast as he runs and man does he run fast! I was dazed by the connection of our eyes once more, so dazed that I tripped over. Who does that? Well, I guess it's me because secretly, Zac, I'm falling more in love with you.
Last year, I couldn't muster up the confidence to say anything other than 'Hi' but this year is going to be different. Alexis is really good at talking to him, maybe it's because she can actually talk to him without muking up what she says. I have NEVER been unable to talk to someone. You could say, he took my breath away.
The only time I find the confidence to talk to Zac is this term, term 4. We sit near each other in math so I try and talk and it works. Our friendship is building, it's gone from 0% construction to 89%.
Oh No! Our building has fallen over because the bulldozer, Carmen Dover came along. Although she's kind of a frenemy, I guess you could say that she's kind of shy but she's a frenemy because she can be mean sometimes. She sat next to Zac and TRIED to flirt with him. I never noticed the warning signs such as,"Watch out! Bulldozing in session." or "Caution! Alice's tears! Wet floor!"
I was focusing on the bigger bulldozer, the mother of all bulldozers, Kayla Mayfair. Kayla Mayfair recently moved to California and decided to join our group. To tell the truth, she's a really, super extremely, mean, leaving-out-people, attention-seeking person. She has OFFICIALLY flirted with every guy in our school. Everyone says that there's no competition between us and that I'd win by far. I don't believe this. I don't think it's true. Zac is so smart, popular, good-looking, musically talented, artistically talented, style co-ordinated and the list goes on and on.
"See you next year!!" I shouted to Zac as he walked home with his crowd. "Yeah see you next year!!!" he yelled back. My heart raced, almost as fast as he runs and man does he run fast! I was dazed by the connection of our eyes once more, so dazed that I tripped over. Who does that? Well, I guess it's me because secretly, Zac, I'm falling more in love with you.
Monday, November 17, 2008
The Loft Prequel - In Love with You
Year 7:
It was orientation day when I first met him, his name was Zac Bonney. Being the clumsy girl I am, I tripped over in front of him as I tried to say 'Hi!'. Although I didn't realize it at that moment, he had a girlfriend, her name was Amy Campbell. Amy was THE PRETTIEST GIRL in year 7 at the time and Zac, well he wasn't as good looking as he is now.
Who am I? My name is Alice Gallaghan, my nationality cannot be defined but to give a brief insight on what I look like I'll tell you. I'm average height, with around shoulder-length long brown hair (which glows orange/blonde/red in the sun), I'm quite fit, I have an olive skin tone (The same as Vanessa Hudgens), I wear glasses when reading, I'm a straight A student in academics and I'm also a straight A student when it comes to style too. I have many talents but the main one is singing. Living in a place like California you find many different people with many different talents.
My friends are currently James Ballantyne, my best friend that's a guy and I will NEVER EVER get together with him. He's the smart, funny, side-fringe, black hair, tall, fair asian complexion guy but I'll never have feelings for him in that way because he's my friend. Anyways, my friend who i refer to as my 'twin' is Cordelia Aiton. She's born one day before me and is ALWAYS confused. She's short and lean, she has shoulder-length, straight, jet black hair, she's got an asian complexion and wears braces. Then there's Jasmine Sullivan, she's not your usual cup of tea either. She has Hazel-coloured eyes, a fair skin tone, average height and longish, wavy, brown hair. Then there's Ben Denton, he's got straight, black hair, he's quite short, he has braces and he's Chinese and Phillipino. Tessa Halifax is a short, cute, wavy, black haired girl who has an asian skin tone. Alexis Marcellus is of average height, asian skin tone, long, straight, jet-black hair. We're all straight-A students from rich families. We attend the private schools St Caroline Girls and St Joseph's Boys, the two, top schools in the whole of California. This is where the story began.
It was orientation day when I first met him, his name was Zac Bonney. Being the clumsy girl I am, I tripped over in front of him as I tried to say 'Hi!'. Although I didn't realize it at that moment, he had a girlfriend, her name was Amy Campbell. Amy was THE PRETTIEST GIRL in year 7 at the time and Zac, well he wasn't as good looking as he is now.
Who am I? My name is Alice Gallaghan, my nationality cannot be defined but to give a brief insight on what I look like I'll tell you. I'm average height, with around shoulder-length long brown hair (which glows orange/blonde/red in the sun), I'm quite fit, I have an olive skin tone (The same as Vanessa Hudgens), I wear glasses when reading, I'm a straight A student in academics and I'm also a straight A student when it comes to style too. I have many talents but the main one is singing. Living in a place like California you find many different people with many different talents.
My friends are currently James Ballantyne, my best friend that's a guy and I will NEVER EVER get together with him. He's the smart, funny, side-fringe, black hair, tall, fair asian complexion guy but I'll never have feelings for him in that way because he's my friend. Anyways, my friend who i refer to as my 'twin' is Cordelia Aiton. She's born one day before me and is ALWAYS confused. She's short and lean, she has shoulder-length, straight, jet black hair, she's got an asian complexion and wears braces. Then there's Jasmine Sullivan, she's not your usual cup of tea either. She has Hazel-coloured eyes, a fair skin tone, average height and longish, wavy, brown hair. Then there's Ben Denton, he's got straight, black hair, he's quite short, he has braces and he's Chinese and Phillipino. Tessa Halifax is a short, cute, wavy, black haired girl who has an asian skin tone. Alexis Marcellus is of average height, asian skin tone, long, straight, jet-black hair. We're all straight-A students from rich families. We attend the private schools St Caroline Girls and St Joseph's Boys, the two, top schools in the whole of California. This is where the story began.
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